2009年1月25日 星期日

「桓」:非哭非笑

那天

最後的鐘聲終於響起

坐在教室裡剩不到一半的人

默默等待監考老師把試卷與答案卡收回

最後

在老師的一句:「同學們可以離開了。」

伴隨著陣陣靠椅聲

學測

就這麼結束了...





考完了

一種短暫的解脫

但又是另一段新的開始

套一句阿霆的話

「我們當不成學測魔人,只好當指考戰士了。」







現在心情...

好複雜...





(我沒對答案,又那麼弱,別問我考怎樣...)

2009年1月22日 星期四

「屹」:Listen

符瓊音的超偶句點歌

雖然有破音可是破得很感人







Listen

To the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen

To the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come

For my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen



Listen

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known



Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I've followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own



You should have listened

There is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screamin out

And my dreams will be heard

They will not be pushed aside or worse

Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen



Listen

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known



Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I've followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own



I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen

To the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete



Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I've followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own, my own

2009年1月7日 星期三

「屹」:父子生變

有點難過

可能是因為我令你失望吧



之所以遲遲不叫爹

沒為什麼

只是因為我不太玩這種遊戲

可是每次聽到你喊兒子

說真的

我心裡很高興

因為我好像真的有一個爸爸一樣



很高興可以做你兒子



而現在

也許你認為我的想法很楊氏

也許你覺得我很無趣

也許你厭倦了一個老是不叫爹的兒子



但是我確定我絕不是楊氏

楊氏的一味姑息我一樣反胃

我有在看

我絕不是為了袒護而袒護



就這樣

我有點難過